tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post6590560989347978843..comments2023-10-10T05:08:08.582-07:00Comments on Waiting for my baby: 1/2 Yearlittle vitu's momhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01278601777604552101noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post-64311858854967544112011-05-19T06:47:17.037-07:002011-05-19T06:47:17.037-07:00Hi there....just want to send you a hug. Don't...Hi there....just want to send you a hug. Don't know how I stumbled upon your blog, but glad that I did.<br /><br />I lost my daughter in January this year. She was born at 36 weeks, and died three days later. She had a strong cry, but there had been some fetal distress just before the delivery. She had PDA and Pulmonary Hypertension too.<br /><br />She was a precious child, one that I conceived on my own after more than 5 years of trying. I had failed at IVF too, yet I had managed to become pregnant on my own.<br /><br />I just spent the last hour reading your posts. <br /><br />I have pics of my baby shower, every single thing and they mock me like nothing can. Family tells you to move on, but I just want to punch their face. Somebody went on to add that I must think it was good for the baby. How can the death of an otherwise superbly healthy baby be good? Is there no justice in the world.<br /><br />I am also haunted by the fact that I could not hold my daughter. She went from the OT to the NICU and never reached my room. <br /><br />I just want to tell you that I 'get' it.<br /><br />I and my hubby are now trying again and I hope that I won't have to try as long as hard as I did.<br /><br />When I pray to God, I see my baby's face. She is my God. <br /><br />And for how many ever kids I have, the world will count the live ones, but for me my daughter will always be the first blossom.<br /><br />Hold on to your heart, and your husband, and lots of blessings for the little Krsna.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post-38350867545918783732011-05-18T18:41:49.028-07:002011-05-18T18:41:49.028-07:00Sending you so much love and to little Vitu too.Sending you so much love and to little Vitu too.Lj82https://www.blogger.com/profile/01067562341189588336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post-74436460869295130612011-05-18T08:07:59.825-07:002011-05-18T08:07:59.825-07:00Thinking of you and Vitu today....Thinking of you and Vitu today....Beckyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11917822168137274298noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post-66850314024394259242011-05-18T05:07:54.526-07:002011-05-18T05:07:54.526-07:00Thinking of you both and sending good vibes your w...Thinking of you both and sending good vibes your way, Hugs, ShellyShellhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06199548483187437696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post-6183583456422820302011-05-18T05:01:50.545-07:002011-05-18T05:01:50.545-07:006 months is so hard, such a short time yet feels l...6 months is so hard, such a short time yet feels like forever. Remembering Vitu and sending love.Moniquehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04188684792415196300noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8940911875834635344.post-62948430361248859622011-05-18T02:51:58.305-07:002011-05-18T02:51:58.305-07:00Thinking of you and Vitu and sending love~Thinking of you and Vitu and sending love~Missyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17215595176820577303noreply@blogger.com