Sunday, March 20, 2011
Do you dream of your baby?
I would really like to extend warm thanks to each one who commented on my posts. It means a lot to me.
Few weeks ago we'd been to the temple. There's a small lane with lot many shops that sell temple related stuff - flowers, fruits, sweets, oil, pictures of gods. I picked up the above picture which is in actual an A3 sized portrait. We found a suitable frame. And the pic now hangs in my bedroom wall positioned in such a way that its the first thing one can set their eyes on in the morning.
The reason why am talking about this is because V (my husband), told me that he dreamt of our baby. He's a bigger boy, he said. I was so glad to hear that. I never dream about my son. I think of him all the time and want to see him in my dream, yet it never happens. I asked V to describe our son. He said he was a cute, plump boy, and couldn't remember all the details but that he was standing behind a wall, bent slightly with his hands on his knees, with mischievous eyes and intently listening to our conversation. While V & I sat in our living room watching TV and discussing something. Our cutie is eavesdropping. So lovely. We kept discussing this dream again & again. I want to know more about my boy, what he does, what are his likes, how does his voice sound etc. but V doesn't remember anything else. Apart from this one image. After some thought, we concluded that the picture hanging on our bedroom wall might have provoked such a dream. In any case, something to hang on for poor us.
Another dream he'd seen sometime before the above one was with me lying in the hospital bed with a baby next to me. A living baby. And he's coming over to visit us and is so happy to celebrate the birth like all fathers. (In real life, with my first son, we didn't get a chance to do that)
If you are reading my post, I would like to know if you get dreams about your baby. Or do you have any idea why I'm not able to see him in my dreams? I just get useless dreams.
How I wish this whole affair was a mere nightmare and when I woke up my son was still alive. But, am just left hoping.