When my baby died, all the people around me said I had to let go. By which they meant, don't cry. You will have another baby. People lose their teenaged children. Yours was still a baby. You didn't even hold him in your hands. You will get more.
I just want to tell through this blog that my loss in inferior to no one's. This is the worst loss. Losing a baby like that. Empty hands. Empty womb. Empty cradle. How can someone quantify my loss and brand it negligible?
I just hate this world.
I want to tell all the mommies like me - don't pay heed to what other stupid people are saying. Our loss is the greatest in its own respect.
And i want to vent out. Irrespective of whether one hears or not, I just want to vent out here.