Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Seven months

Its been seven months since my son said good bye.

Seven months of absolute tragedy.

Seven months of hopelessness.

Seven months of tears.

Seven months of unimaginable love but no one to hug and give it to.

Seven months of loss.

Seven months of remembering that absolutely beautiful beautiful face.

Seven months of wishing how he was here, all this was different.

Seven months of loneliness and loss.

When I have accepted that yes, this is me, who saw the death of her baby, I still haven't managed to understand why it happened or why it happened to me. There are days when am so angry with world, the unfairness of it all.

Love my baby more than anything and miss him very much.


  1. So sorry. I am sending love and positive thoughts your way.

  2. If only we could all get the answer as to why it happened and why to us.
    Thinking of you and Vitu today...

  3. Thinking of you and understanding the anger that you feel. Love and hugs to you.

  4. Love to you and baby Vitu. That anger is so very real is it not? Hoping peaceful days are in store for you soon~

  5. I wish there is something I can say to bring comfort to you...